so it happened again. this time i'm really quitting all the thing's in the past. i am going to be a changed man. never again, i never felt like this and it blows to see my parents put up with my bullshit. it's time for me to make them proud with what i am capable of doing. my brother told me to just lay low, work, go to school, find a girlfriend, and leave it at that.

"HANDSOME SUIT"
i just finished watching this movie. it's pretty funny, also has pretty ladies up in it. girls like, mayumi sada, keiko kitagawa, etc. those two are the ones that stand out the most. anyway, the movie's somewhat has a moral to it, "looks doesn't matter." which i believe is true. it's like the saying opposites attract am i right? what elevated this movie is its genuine comedy without trying to insult the audience's intelligence, especially when early on in the film he has to juggle with his newly established identity, i recommend watching it; it's not so bad. i laughed a couple of times, plus there's hot chicks in it!

i also seen:
"Suspect X"
it's pretty good, gets you thinking, but doesn't leave you dry, because everything will make sense at the end. here's the plot, "The body of a male has been discovered, strangled to death, his face pulverized beyond recognition and fingers burned to a crisp. Assigned to the case are local precinct detective, Kaoru Utsumi, and her ex"colleague from headquarters, Shunpei Kusanagi. It turns out that the neighbor of the victim's ex"wife is a college alumnus of brilliant physicist, Manabu Yukawa, aka “Detective Galileo."He is Tetsuya Ishigami, a high school math teacher whom Yukawa personally considers a true genius. When Yukawa is brought onto help with the case by Utsumi, he begins to suspect that this “true genius"and a with whom Yukawa shares a bond of friendship as an intellectual equal is somehow connected to the murder. Elaborate bluffs, false testimonials, loopholes in logic − all begin to appear in Detective Galileo's way as if intentionally placed as a challenge by someone with mathematical brilliance." Suspect X is based on a novel series by keigo higashino, winner of the 134th Naoki Prize.

i also recommend this.

what the fuck ever.

last week i remodeled my room sort of. my pops and i took off the nasty smelly rug that my dog has been laying on. now it's all good since it's hardwood! moved my L-shaped desk around to make it have that office look. now i have plenty of space to move around and chill. so dope!i'm thinking about whether i should get a futon to replace my bed. it's really uncomfortable sitting on the bed playing video games.

while i was moving things around, i dropped my gateway on the floor, and when i tried to re-install everything (plugs, stereo, etc.) the internet wouldn't work! so i was out of the game for a week. i miss the internet!

lately, i have been on a job search with my friend tonny. pretty sad ain't it? it's all good though, i'm going to be back in school. but back to the subject, i went to the colisseum to apply for aramark retail sales position. hopefully they will hit me up asap. but i have a gig tomorrow at santa clara @ 2PM. i know it's a far ride, but everyday i'm hustlin'!

so i turned 25 on march 6, 2009. threw party at impala on broadway st. in sf. lots of friends showed up; thank you! oh, she looked so pretty that night. : X anyways, i am getting there[30], and what makes it worse is that i don't know what field should i get into. i am thinking one or the other which is animation & visual effects or motion graphic design. i am more leaning towards animation, since i love to draw cartoons. i always dreamed of what it's like to be working at pixar, or even just to be interning there just to get the whole experience.

plus, i am so freaking broke at the moment, i don't even know if i can get financial aid. that's why lately, i've been finding job openings all over the place, and it doesn't even matter what the job is as long as it's 8-hours. but what's really lame about it is that they want a clean DMV record, which i do not have since i had a prior dui case sometime 2 years ago. but that's the old me, of course i learned my lesson, never again will i do something so stupid like that ever again. i feel so ashamed because i lost 2 friends through dui. then i go crashing my car, who knows what could have happened to me that night. i was pretty close to going head on into a tree. but like T.I.'s song said:

"I've been traveling on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me's dead and gone"

it's 2009, i need to get going, time for a change.

blah

i haven't been doing shit lately. so far it's just studying, mary j, and on the weekends; it's PARTY TIME! a crew of mine are trying to land a sponsorship with a shop in san jose, it would be pretty dope if we do get it. so far it's been good news. i feel pretty shitty today, lastnight i went to my friend's housewarming and got carried away with the time[playing rockband2]. forgot that i had to go to another party too. so i went to that party, and didn't leave till 3am.

today is SUPER BOWL SUNDAY! and i'm here at home getting ready to goto one of my friend's bar in san leandro. about to have a good ass time there and chill with the homies.

and fawk i need a job.

boku no kanojo wa cyborg

seen this lastnight, it was above average. the only reason why i watched it was because of ayase haruka. the storyline didn't seem like it was dragging, everything was just perfect it seems. BUT, they sort of rushed the ending like most movies.